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I sit by myself talking to the moon and the stars

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Sunday, May 16, 2010

Supposed to sleep at 11pm but i couldnt sleep at all. its already 1am in the morning and i couldnt even close my eyes. there's nothing i could do except lying down on my bed and watch the stars. this feeling is really weird till i can't sleep at all. at 1.30am in the morning, irfan message.msg each other and i just can't believe that i'm being sentimental in the middle if the night. he accompanied me for 30 minutes but within that time, i shed tears when i look at the stars and it makes me wana cry. i don't know why but i cried. at 2pm, after shedding tears, i somehow felt relief and went to sleep. in the morning at 10 am, when i woke up, i don't feel tired. i felt like i only closed my eyes for a few minutes and then opened my eyes. bathe and everything, did grocery listing for today's cooking practice with nana and fir. while waiting for them to come, we cooked my dish first. the cornflake cookies well..not bad at all.. just that have to reduce the amount of cornflour and stuff. the aglio olio spaghetti was nice. it's supposed to be plain but added some mixed vegetables and sausage to it to make it look colourful. yadayadayada. fiir and kemek came and we start to cook nana's dishes. cook pizza, chicken pie, pulut and sweet and sour fish.  they cook, i watched tv. haha. that's cos fir in the kitchen helping her out. so i just help out when they need any stuff and do the food testing for them. yadayadayada. done cleaning the utensils that was used for cooking washing them, sat at the living room with them. waiting for the pulut to cook until its already 6.45pm then they go back home. the rain is falling down with the lightning appearing in the sky. so now currently updating my blog, listening to music and stuff. chatting with irfan. as always without fail. haha. while chatting with him, tears are falling down my cheek. oh gosh! it's happening again. tears can't stop falling. what is happing with me? is something gona happen? oh gosh!  thnx irfan for comforting me and thnx for being there for me in the middle of the night (:  u miss hearing my voice? aww.. so sweet of u. waiting for 10pm to be on  the phone with him. hee^ ^ wait for it kay irfan. a few minutes left. haha (:

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@ Sunday, May 16, 2010