Thursday, February 25, 2010
In the morning during elective for 2 periods; nothing to do so did essay for history test later on before recess. So stress uhq! 3 test in a day; history, social studies and physics. It's seriously giving me a headache. Spend the whole recess time just to study social studies and physics. I'm soo _______ fed up uhq!! Tell me who is not fed up when they have to study 3 test for the same day? After recess till end of school.. mood swing..people thought i'm sitting one corner, emo and stuff. Sat alone at outdoor classroom. starring nowhere; remembered my late grandfarther that died on 190210 and started to cry. I never cried in front of my friends before but today it just happened. Once i started to cry, i need to let it all out so that i can calm myself later on; even infront on Mr. Neelan, i cried. I wrote on the paper "on last friday, i acted to be strong and be happy infront of you guys but deep inside my heart, i'm crying; trying not to show you guys my soft side." It lasted for around 15 to 20 minutes and finally i'm calmed down. sat at the black stage alone. looking at them playing. Emman, gagarita, daniel and others sat with me. Emman kept on asking me but didn't utter a word so he thought i'm emo. Sorry Emman for not answering your questions; those words couldn't come out from my mouth. Thanks gurls for comforting me and trying to make me smile and laugh eventhough i'm still sad.
♥i've got no time for feeling sorry
@ Thursday, February 25, 2010
@ Thursday, February 25, 2010



